Tuesday, November 24, 2009

If I knew it wouldnt hurt you, if I left you tomorrow - I would F you everyday forever

song lyric I just wrote and I am very proud of - will probably have to change F to Love for Walmart release

Saturday, November 21, 2009

had gotten down to around 195

but in last 6 weeks, one weekend had a cold and shot up 10 pounds..anyway, I am back on weight loss bandwagon..I am 205 now..planning to be 190 by December 4th..and 175 by 1/02/10 and then over next couple of months get down to somewhere between 145 and 165..(my high in last year was around 265, have been on a mostly vegan, mostly raw diet..and when I say diet I am on a whole this is way for rest of life kind of thing..all I count are calories and fat content & try to only eat when hungry & I workout now..fat content, working out & vegan for health and moral superiority - for most part its simply the calories that matter for weight loss..the real secret to losing weight quickly -have a lot to lose)..after get down to goal weight, I will concentrate on my hair and getting a little taller

Sunday, November 1, 2009

a spider in the corner of the wall over my bed

wrote in her web "some pig"...I am gonna smash it